day o day

I dont know what to say,i keep tapping this laptop for an hour browsing on what comes up in my mind.I am not into net-ing this past few day I have nothing I always tell myself not to share anything in here but today i just realize that theres really nothing to share about.What im telling is my daily routine.Cut the B S i am desperate to make my own money,not depending to my husband 24 hours..I felt that im not the Old May Ann..its not me anymore,i know...i am married things change, but faster than i thought.I am not born to be someone's pet(well,its not what i meant)but kudos for the woman who can stay in the house taking care of there kids and wait for her husband to arrived prepare dinner put bed in the kids and tommorow morning do the same thing.."good for you,you dont need to work..You can spend more time to your daughter,as you realize she's old enough to do her own laundry..I envy you" whooo...I am so naive not to look what i have now.Ugh,Sorry god sorry mike and sorry heather i feel so selfish to think of myself ...I will wait...it takes time..and i hope my patient is long enough for that..